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December 19, 2005

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• Yuliya (Novgorod, Russia)
• Yuliya Urgumcheva (Mari-El, Russia)
• Olga Mochalova (Kurgan, Russia)
• ELENA RODYAHINA (Voronezh, Russia)
• Ludmila Romanava (Petrovsk, Russia)

Yuliya (Novgorod, Russia)

Hello, I am a 35 year old man with a profile on yahoo personals, I recently was contacted by a girl (or man who knows) from Russia through the yahoo service. I immediately thought scam, found your website via google, and became even more sure I was in the midst of a scammer. I played along at first in the slim chance she may be legit, she didn’t speak of hardships or anything. Then there was a 2 day pause, followed by a letter that her mother had died day before yesterday, and was buried yesterday, and she was sorry she hadn’t written. I was 95% sure at that point. Today (Oct. 4^th 2005) I became 100% sure when she emailed me with an identical letter she had sent me on Tue, 27 Sep 2005, the only difference being the heading saying she was writing because I had not written her lately. Everything else was word for word including the attachment she sent. I at this point wrote back that I knew she wasn’t who she claims to be and that I wasn’t stupid enough to fall for this scam. I assume the letters will now stop. Following are all her letters, and some of the pictures she sent me. Letters are all in order as I received them. Including her original contact through the yahoo service. The address she used was masiyoung@mail.ru

Letters:

Letter #1: On 09/21/2005 03:24 pm PDT, "uliannachka" wrote:
My name is Yuliya.I'm 28. I live in the city of Nizhni Novgorod (Russia). I have decided to try to get acquainted with interesting by the man. I do not think that I directly resolutely successful, in a life to me all is given through work and patience. Now in me such age when it is necessary to reflect above the future. The woman always demands support of the person, the good friend with which always it would be possible to talk soul in soul, to understand her. I all time thought as to find the half, and have decided to try through the Internet. I very much hope, that it at me will turn out. I shall wait very much your letter, and I shall quickly answer him. With hope Yuliya. I'll send you my foto if you email me at masiyoung@mail.ru

Letter #2: Thu, 22 Sep 2005 18:14:21
Hi Dan! I am very glad to receive your letter, I hope that we learn each other in our letters. I wish to know more in detail about you, than are engaged, your hobby and much many other things. As I already wrote, my name is Yuliya and me 28 years. My growth about 170 centimeters and weight about 58 kgs. I consider myself attractive.My hear is light. A beautiful figure :-))).I was born and I live in the city of Nizhni Novgorod (Russia). Now I live with mother. My mum the most wonderful person on light. I very much love it. It to me did only kind, good. I think, you too with it will get acquainted and will grow fond of it also, as well as I love it. Never was married, children are not present. Studied in Nizhni Novgorod in pedagogical institute. On a speciality the teacher of elementary grades. I very much love children. Therefore also began to learn children. Very much to like me my work. In private life at me has not developed. I till now have not married. Does not carry also all. I have decided to find to myself the husband on the Internet. English I know badly, but conversation I can support. As at my place the computer is not present, I write letters to you through the Internet-cafe. What I wish you to see? I want. That you were able to love, be gentle, tender, lovely. That you liked to do and accept gifts. I too like to do gifts. This everything, that I while inform on myself. In following letters we can learn about each other better. Waiting for yuor letter. Yuliya

Letter #3: Fri, 23 Sep 2005 20:22:36
Hello Dan! Thanks that has answered. To me it is good, that we with you now have a contact. I worry a little as to correspond with the man from other country not easily. I in itself very modest, timid girl. I did not have rough novels. Speak at me attractive appearance, but not looking at it I feel sometimes myself uncertainly. I yet did not have a support, I very much dream of that you a difficult minute have embraced me, have helped me. In a life it is very difficult to live without man's caress, kindness and love.You love the nature? I very much love the nature. Our relative has a garden - a kitchen garden. We there grow up a potato, carrots, cabbage, a beet, cucumbers, tomatoes, a garden radish, apples, pears, plums and std. Vegetables and fruit we ðàñòèì also do not buy all. All of them ecologically pure. I very much like to work there. Also I love music, songs, any style - the main thing about love. I âîîáùåå love different music and I consider that bad styles are not present, any style has the beauty. I play on a guitar a little and I sing. Can be to you like. I represent as we with you we sit in the evening at a fire and we listen to marvellous sounds of the nature, and sometimes, I play something to you on a guitar. I very much like to look films, especially different melodramas, romantic comedies. After them I sometimes cry. Often after them in a dream I see the wedding :-). I so very cheerful. I consider by a life it is necessary concerns with optimism. I'm watting your answer Kesses Yuliya

Letter #4: Sat, 24 Sep 2005 12:27:36
Hello my friend Dan! I am very glad to receive from you the letter, each your letter me pleases. At us with you any attitudes were already fastened and it too pleases me. I hope, that we can construct our attitudes up to the end, lovely my friend. I thought of you almost all time. I heard, that on the Internet it is difficult to get acquainted with the good person. Having thought of you, I have solved, that to me have carried. I very much hope, that it so. I would like to learn about you more. Write about itself more in detail. I would like to learn, that you love, more in detail to learn your interests, a hobby. Than you are engaged in the evenings that I could present you. Sometimes in the evenings I like to walk on the city. At us in city, it is a lot of parks. My city costs on crossing of greater rivers Volgas and Oka. At us here it is very beautiful. Often young pairs here walk, spend evening time. The rivers are very wide, especially Volga, and they seem to me by sea. I never saw neither the seas, nor ocean. On coast also there is the Kremlin, êòîðûé is the main sight of city. At us much can be looked. We in city have large factory GAZ which lets out machines Volga. The city of Nizhni Novgorod big. In it live more than one million inhabitants. Here such here city in which I live. I have a cat. his name is Vasya. his vary good cat With impatience I'm waitting for your answer Kisses Yuliya (she sent me a picture of a cat with this one… lol)

Letter #5: Sun, 25 Sep 2005 02:41:59
Hello the my dear friend Dan!!!!!!!!!!!! Thanks for your pic How are you, ? I'm fine, as well as mums. By the way, I have told about you to it and it was glad for me. Has told, that I would send the regards to you. I shall tell to you about my work more in detail. You already know, that I work as the teacher of initial classes. I conduct lessons at 2-nd class. At us in Russia a good education system. Children approximately with 7 years go in studies in school in 1-st class. 1-3 classes all lessons are taught by one teacher. I also have accepted the children in the first class. I teach arithmetics, Russian - reading and grammar, work, drawing, natural study and std. With small children it is very interesting to work. Sometimes they such do, that very much it would be desirable ñìåÿòñÿ. It is necessary to watch them. Children are children. Our school greater - 4 floors. In total at our school with 1 on 11 classes study about 2100 children. Our school is not the biggest in city, but it one of the most good schools. My work is pleasant to me, though teachers receive the small salary. And you tell to me more in detail about the work. I also wish to learn something about you more increasing and more new. At me to you the big interest. Last night I with the girlfriend walked before a dream. We went to Volga and have got under a rain. I even sneezed a little. I like to walk before a dream. I would like to walk every evening with you, here only it is bad, that we live so far apart. If met, we would have attitudes more quickly. I with impatience shall wait for your letter. Yours Yuliya (she sent me a duplicate picture she had already sent with this one)

Letter #6: Mon, 26 Sep 2005 03:23:11
Hello my friend Dan! How at you business? How at you mood? I have had time to become bored on you and under your letters. Already with impatience I expect each your letter. My mum speaks, that I recently very raised and joyful. It also speaks, that dialogue with you has changed me in the best party. It is very much pleased for me. And I am pleased for you, that you till now write to me. Very much I hope, that you also joyfully perceive dialogue with me. Your letters cause in me hope for the best. I also wish to learn about your sensations and feelings. You even dream me. Imagine, I saw you. You in a dream embraced me. It very much was pleasant to me. Excuse for so frank recognition, but I think, that between us there should be no secrets. We each other should tell all. We should trust each other. I one of these days worked in a garden. I wrote already to you, that I like to work in a garden. This work calms me, and gives me energy for the further life. Since the childhood I like to spend summer in a garden, on fresh air. We there nearby have a lake. It small, but there î÷÷åíü is good to bathe. I very much like to bathe. I even 5 years was engaged in navigation. At me not bad it turned out, but, unfortunately, there was no the best-))). do you like to go in for sports? Or you like to look simply? I also like to look sports. Sometimes looking tennis, volleyball, soccer. Send me please more photo. I wish to see you in different vital situations. I'll wait very much for your letter.Yours Yuliya. 

Letter #7: Mon, 26 Sep 2005 18:50:44
Hello my darling Dan! You to me more increasing and you like more! Already with impatience I start to wait your letters. Your letters already start to mean for me much. How are you? I hope, that at you all is good. I had a huge desire to see you. Gradually under your letters I learn you all better and better. Also I hope, that with each following letter is better you I shall learn. I did not know, that so I can easily find with you common language. I think, you good the man and will be the good family man, in fact you such fine person. You very much like me.I am frequent in the evenings also I embroider. You know, what such an embroidery? I very much like this employment, but I just study. I basically to it am am learned by mum. And it has learned at mum, it turns out, that at my grandmother. If we shall be together, I shall try to embroider your person on a scarf. I think to you to like. I again worked in a garden. Weather was good. In a garden I very much like to water. We with mum often work in a garden together with relatives. Sometimes we do shish kebabs. The shish kebab is to fry meat. We arrange picnic. Together we gather we do a shish kebab. On the nature appetite very good. And you love picnics. I sometimes now represent, as we ñòîáîé go on picnic. I want, that also you have seen them. Write about itself more nd can you send any pictures? Kisses your Yuliya

Letter #8: Tue, 27 Sep 2005 04:29:43
Hello my dear Dan!!! I am very glad to receive your letter. I feel, that I become attached to you more strongly and more strongly. I even can tell, that you are necessary to me. I hope also is necessary to you? I constantly think of you, about our mutual relations. With each letter my feelings to you to become more strongly, more obviously. Long time at me did not appear hopes, and now it is. I up to the end of a life am grateful to you, for that pleasure which you to me bring! I am very glad to destiny that it has reduced us with you! I have felt, that I on another began to concern to a life, there was a meaning of the life and hope to see you. I often represent as we (you and) for the first time we see each other. You represented it sometime? I am am spoken by my friends, that recently smile much. You gradually supersede all from my heart. Gradually it starts to belong to you. I speak fairly and openly. I have nothing to be ashamed and afraid. Here in Russia I more increasing also I am more convinced that the happiness to find more difficultly and more difficultly. Recently I watched on TV, that one family has given birth to three children. In Russia to them hould give a new apartment. An apartment do not give two years. And the husband now also leaves from the wife, throws with three small children. I very much am afraid of that you and will cease to write to me. Your letters warm me. The big distance between us should not prevent to us to grow fond each other. I very much want, that you, having seen me have told, that you love me. Yours Yuliya.

Letter #9: Tue, 27 Sep 2005 22:55:15 (identical to letter on October 4th)
Hello my darling Dan!!! I am very glad to receive from you the letter. With each letter I feel, that I become closer to you. Each your letter I look forward. When I receive your letter my heart starts to fight more often. I am so happy, that I have found you. I constantly think of you. Even now, when I write the letter, it is interesting to me than you are engaged. There can be during this moment you too think of me? I as often dream of our meeting and a long life together. I feel, that it is our destiny. I wish to love you, to care of you, to be with you happy minutes and in difficult situations. I am assured, you that the man on which I can rely and be betraid. You that person whom I shall love up to the end of a life. You very well concern to me. I from you see only kindly. You could bring to me pleasure. I am assured we can to create with you family where will love and respect each other. I trust, that I shall soon see you. I hope, that it will occur soon. We shall be opened with each other. To me I am not easy to trust and open you my feelings, in fact very modest person. But communicating with you, I have understood, that with you it is possible to trust. Your words sincere! I require you the darling. With hope and love. Yours Yuliya.

Letter #10: Fri, 30 Sep 2005 18:53:09 (the hardship letter)
dear Dan!!!! I'm so sorry that I did not write but you should understand me. My mum has died the day before yesterday and yesterday I buried her.I at all do not know that to me to do, where to go, at me more anybody is not present Waitting for you letter,Yuliya

Letter #11: Mon, 3 Oct 2005 00:38:53 
hi DAN! How at you business? I hope, that at you all is good. I only am surprised, why you do not write to me? If something in me was not pleasant to you, inform please. Can be at you there is no time or any other reasons. Answer please, in fact I very much wait.

Letter #12: Tue, 4 Oct 2005 19:42:49 (identical to letter on sept 27th, (#9))
Hello my darling Dan!!! I have decided to write itself to you the letter because you long do not write to me I am very glad to receive from you the letter. With each letter I feel, that I become closer to you. Each your letter I look forward. When I receive your letter my heart starts to fight more often. I am so happy, that I have found you. I constantly think of you. Even now, when I write the letter, it is interesting to me than you are engaged. There can be during this moment you too think of me? I as often dream of our meeting and a long life together. I feel, that it is our destiny. I wish to love you, to care of you, to be with you happy minutes and in difficult situations. I am assured, you that the man on which I can rely and be betraid. You that person whom I shall love up
to the end of a life. You very well concern to me. I from you see only kindly. You could bring to me pleasure. I am assured we can to create with you family where will love and respect each other. I trust, that I shall soon see you. I hope, that it will occur soon. We shall be opened with each other. To me I am not easy to trust and open you my feelings, in fact very modest person. But communicating with you, I have understood, that with you it is possible to trust. Your words
sincere! I require you the darling. With hope and love. Yours Yuliya.

Yuliya Urgumcheva (Mari-El, Russia)

LName: Urgumcheva, Yuliya, City: Medvedevo, Mari-El, Russia, a/y 44, 425200.Phone number: 7 9047241712

About me: 36 yrs old, divorced, 1 daughter, live in NYC

Description/details: First she contavted me through Match.com as 'Belochkaaa', then directly to me email at Yahoo as Viktoria777. It went on for some months, but it was pretty obvious from the beginning that she was some kind of scammer. She figures under at least three different identities: Yuliya from Medvedevo, Viktoriafrom Latvia, and Ulia from ???. She is one strange scammer though. She never asked for anything, never even hinted at it, she answered personal questions (to a certain degree), and on the phone she did not express a wish of coming to New York City (she did not want leave her family) when "offered". If she is real, I owe her a sincere apology, but it is unlikely. She uses the email: royalota@yahoo.com, uliagood@yahoo.com, viktoria777@bk.ru. Sincerely Hakon B. Vinje

Letters:

Emails from "Yuliya":
Hey, How are you. I am new to this site so I'm just trying to get the hang of it.I read your profile and you seem like a very nice person. You look really good in your pics as well. People would describe me as friendly, dedicated and determined. If you want you can get in touch with me through email so we can get to know each other a little better. My email is royalota@yahoo.com Yulya

Hi Hakon!
Have a good day! The service of the found me some profiles of men which are based on the ideal criteria in my profile. First i've learnt it and decided to answer you the first because I consider your profile to be the most interesting. I hope you will find time to send me some words to know more about each other. I'd like to tell a little about myself. I'm 24 years old. I've never been married and i live in an appartment with my parents. After i having graduated the university, i work for several years. I like to spend my time and rest gaily and aktive, from time to time i do sport because i want to keep fit and stay in good form. I like to travel a lot and visit different interesting places, but unfortunately my work let me do this not often. I have a lot of friends and sometimes we spend our free time together. We enjoy playing billiards and bowling. I send you my photo because i want you to know with whom you talk with. Hope you will like it. And i will be also glad to see some photos of yours. Hakon ask me, please, what would you like to know more about me? I will be glad to answer. And i also have some questions: What is your hobby? What can you say about your character? What qualities do you value and like in women? Have you ever been married? I will tell you more about myself in my next letters. I'm waiting for your letters. My e-mail is uliagood@yahoo.com Your friend, Yulya

Hi Hakon!
You didn't send a photo. Please, send a picture. I'm waiting for your picture. Hakon, do you really consider me to be nice and pretty? If YES, of course, i will send you other pictures of mine in my next letters. Hakon, i have a lot of questions for you and i hope it won't be difficult for you to answer. I think you are a handsome and interesting man, so your opinions on different things are important for me. I have finished the university on professions physical culture and sport and now work the trainer on fitness in sport club. I much like its work since she helps to support me get prettier physical form. I think you've read my profile, so you could see that i'm interested in serious relations with a good man. I will try to tell about my character. But I don't know to begin. I think i'm a very romantic person. I like to communicate with people, i like good humour. I value in people the following features: faithfulness and honesty. I believe in love, and i think it is a very valuable thing which people have to keep. I adore to recieve compliments and i'm ready to hear it all day long.It is very important for me to have tiredness and order around me. Of course, i always do a thourough cleaning in my house very often. i I also engoy cooking, different delicious things. I like romantic relations among a man and a woman,and i think all women want to make acquaintance with a good man and have romantic and serious relations with him. But very often these relations are very short. And frankly it is not for me. It is waste of time.Now i haven't met a man whom i want to give myself and my life.But I dream to find such a person. I think that for a woman her job and success should stay on the second place. The most important are the reliable family and a darling man whom she can take care of. Tell me please what kind of a woman do you like to meet? Sorry Hakon, that i ask you to discuss such frank things with a person whom you know for several days. But i really want to know it about you. I have told you shortly about my opinions and views, and hope it will interesting to you. I will wait for your letter.Best wishes, Yuliya

Hi Hakon!
I'm very glad to hear from you again. With every new letter we begin to get to know each other better and your letters are very interesting for me. Last time happen no interesting and pleasant things and it makes me sad, but your letters are like medicine for my sorrow. Hakon, thank you that you answered me all my questions and some of my thoughts. These e-mails help me to realise and understand many things. Thank you for your photo. I like it really. I will enlarge it and print. Hakon, i send you another my picture. I hope you will like it. Tell me more about your family, please. Have you a lot of relatives? Do you have good relations with them? How often you meet?

Hi Hakon
My family is very friendly, and we have very close and warm relations with each other. I've already told you that i live with my mum and dad. We live in a comfortable and cosy flat where we have three rooms, a kitchen, a balcony, a big bathroom. I have my own flat. And i'm the only child in my family. My father's name is Alexandr. He is 48 years old. He work in auto workshop. My other's name is Irina, she is teacher. She doesn't work for several years and she keeps house. We love each other and sometimes we go out of town (in the country) for fun and rest. In summer it is the beach, I love fishing. In winter skating, skiing. I like it very much. As for me, i'm an independent person and can take care of myself. Once i even wanted to rent a flat and live alone, without parents. But my parents asked me to stay with them some time and I couldn't disagree with them. I think that we are alike a little, because you also feel lonely and i understand you. Among the people around me there is nobody who can be good for serious relations. It is well-known that the number of good men diminish every day, and it is so painful to be disappointed in a person when you thought that met a suitable one. Maybe that's why i decided to try the service of acquaintance. Maybe hear i will find a man who will love me. I've stressed in my profile that i look for a man who is older than me. I personally think that a man who is older has a good experience of life and can value women. I am tired of disappointed. I hope that someday i will be happy. So i finish my letter. Later i will tell you more about myself. Hakon, i'm waiting for your letters. Hope tohear from you soon. Yours, Yuliya

Hi Hakon!
It is pleasant to write to you. Have you studied my some ideas in the last message. Hakon, I don't often tell about the deep ideas and opinions, but i has written it to you, because has felt desire to open it. It is very important to have a person whom you can trust and open your soul. I'm very glad that you understand me greatly and i can tell you everything. Thank you Hakon, I feel that you become more close for me. Hakon, It is time to me going to do some business and it is necessary to meet the friends. By the way I told them that got acquainted with you, and parents know about you also. Have a good day, honey! I wait for your letters. Yours, Yuliya

Hello dear Hakon!
Hakon, today i had a very difficult and hard day at my work. But i found a little time to send you this message and say that i miss you very much when i wait your letters. I will write you later. Yours, Yuliya

Dear Hakon!
Thank you for your answer, your letters really make me glad. This week i have new topics for thinking, and these thoughts really worry me. I don't know your opinion and thoughts, Hakon, but as for me, our relations begins to be serious for me. These are new emotions in my calm heart. It is very uncommon for me with help of Internet to make acquaintance with a man who lives very far from me and to have relations with him. Earlier i have never told you my adress because i knew you very bad and not long. I live in a middle part of Russia, in the town Medvedevo. Unfortunately it is very far from you. If not, we needn't so many letters to get to know each other better. We could meet, talk, spend some time together and know each other better. And for us it isn't an easy and quick way. I know. But i hope it won't a problem for us if we decide to do it in future. As for me, i have already travelled to some countries.For example as a tourist to Europe: Turkai, Italy, Germany. That's why, we shouldn't worry that there is such a big distance separating us. I'm such a woman that if i love a man very much i will be ready to come even to the Moon. But nowadays this is a problem to make such travellings. But I don't worry about it and i have even truthful feelings when i make acquaintance with a person from the other side. It is very interesting for me to get to know a person with another culture, thoughts, traditions. It is one of the things which i like in you. Not the main, but new and interesting. Maybe if our relations are strong you will understand and learn a mysterious Russian woman! I hope it is interesting for you to learn and test such a woman. I think, darling Hakon, you can't resist to my female magic for a long time if it ever happen so that we will be face to face, person to person. Here i finish my letter and will wait your answer. Hope to hear from you soon. Kisses and huggs,Yuliya

Hello my darling!
I've just read your letter, and it was really interesting for me to learn your opinion about the things i told you in my previous letter. I like our "exchange" of thoughts and think that now I can make an inference about your character. If you don't object, we can talk by phone a little bit. I'd like to talk to you, to hear your voice. Hakon, i send you my new picture. I hope you will like it. Hakon, i also want to see some photos of yours. Dear, i'd like to know how you like to spend your free time. I'm a very cheerful person and always make different funny things. I like to make life an interesting and merry thing. And here are different things: dances, moovies, parties and meeting at nature. But frankly speaking, last time these things don't make me happy. I dream very often about a romantic evening with a darling man. It can be a supper or just a walk. I think it is very nice. And are you a romantic man? Do you think sometimes about such things? Do you like calm evenings with your family? As for me, i like very much the holidays when all members of family are together, at the one table. It is very cosy and convenient! And do you like holidays? What means for you rest and comfort? Tell me please about it. And sorry for the question: do you have now a woman? I think that you are a good man and many women like you. So what is your private life now? May be you also have some intimate questiong for me? I will answer.Write about your feelings and desires, i like to read about you. I'm ready to hear all it. So hope to hear from you soon.Kisses, Yuliya

Hello my honey!
I'm very glad to hear from you again. Hakon, yesterday i couldn't send you a letter, because i haven't an opportunity to use the Internet.Usually i copy the message to the disc, and then go to my friend-girl who lives not far from me. There i use her computer and Internet and receive your mails. But yesterday she wasn't at home, hope that you, Hakon, don't offended and don't forget me. I missed your letters. Today at work i was thinking about you, and it is pleasant to realise that there is a man who also think about me, read my thoughts and write something for me. And how are you, Hakon? Did you miss me? I shall agree with you that we are different but have much in common. It pleases me. You asks, whether I have someone? Now I have no. At me the friend was during 2 years. But one year ago I him have been deceived with the girlfriend. And I have broken off ours relations. I anybody did not meet about one year. I had psychological trauma. But I was supported by my girlfriends and relatives. I am not good in relations. Recently girlfriends recommended me to address for the Internet, with the purpose to find the friend for serious relations. I have decided to test destiny. Also has met you. To that I am very glad. I read what last book? To me to like to read the Soviet detectives. But their names to you that will not tell. I think that authors of the Soviet detectives are not known in America. I also cannot answer what cinema I looked the last. At us every day on the TV I show many films as American so Russian. At a cinema I observed last film " Star wars ". I think I agree that we should not discuss intimate moments in an initial stage of our acquaintance. I am not surprised, what after so little time of dialogue with me you tell this to me. I wrote that I work in fitness club. I select individual programs for clients and I control their performance. I search for the person for serious relations with the purpose of creation of family. And consequently I want that he was fair, sincere, fair, true, able to appreciate the woman. I shall be for him the true, fair girlfriend, the wife, the mistress. I think that have answered your questions.My address: Russia, 425200, Republic Mari - El, Medvedevo, a/y 44, Urgumceva Yuliya. my phone: 7 9047241712

Dear Hakon
My city is not very large. It has population 250000 people. Medvedevo is a very beatiful place in the world. It has beautiful and famouse lakes in Russia. I often spend time there. The nature of our region is charming, there are many trees and different flowers. Not far from our city is going the river Volga. It's the biggest and the longest river in Russia. I like nature. I study nature in university. There are many fishes in the Volga. I like to fish in summer, but I don't like fishing in winter. It is cold. Also around of our city you can city you can see such towns, they are: Kazan, Green Dal, Cheboksars, Volisk, etc. If you see our town you'll love it all your life. I know all beatiful places in our region, but I want to see beatiful places in all over the world. I am waiting for you next letter. I miss to hear from you. Kisses Yuliya

Hi Hakon
Today my friends and I are going to have some fun. Maybe it will be a disco or a club. Pitty that i can't invite you there because you are too far from me. I think that we could spend a wonderful evening here together. I hope we will do it in future and will have a fun. I know it will be a very good time for us. We will drink a light wine, then dance, untill we will have no strength. Then we can go somewhere in a calm place, where we will be together.. These thoughts make me excited. I have a good imagination, so i can imagine different variants of our meeting. Often I hope for things that never come true. One day I will be a trainer or a manager. But it is hard for nice woman to get good job here. Only men. I think, dear, it's time to finish my letter, because i see that if i write too much, you don't want to be confused. I send you few my photos which was take few weeks ago on lake. hope that you will like it. I'm waiting for your answers, my honey! Hope to hear from you soon. Kisses and huggs, Yuliya.

Olga Mochalova (Kurgan, Russia)

I was contacted by "Olga Mochalova" through American Singles. I suspected a scam because she was sending me identical e-mails from two different accounts ( romashka551@mail.ru and roza7515@mail.ru) She was using the same name (Olga Mochalova) but sending pictures of different women. I continued to contact "her" using the Romashka address and after about a month she wanted to meet. I offered to travel to Russia to meet her, but her and her mother both thought that it was just too dangerous. (Apparently she ignored the fact that I work in a high security Prison) She then asked that I pay $1250 in travel expenses, and that she should be able to travel in 3 weeks! Yeah right! Jon S. U.S.A.

Letters:

Subject: hello from Russia, Date: Sat, 22 Oct 2005 18:44:24 +0400, From: romashka <romashka551@mail.ru>, To: jon
hello . I wish to tell a little about myself. I live in Russian in city the Kurgan, it on the east from Chelyabinsk. To me 28 years, on a horoscope I aries, my birthday on April, 15th. I was never married and I have no children. I have ended university on a specialty the economist. After the ending. I worked in Chelyabinsk in restaurant business, on a speciality the senior barman. Into my duties entered to watch assortment of drinks and the personnel of a bar and restaurant. But I had to return to the Kurgan as my parents 3 years ago have divorced. I live together with mum, and I work in an urban service of electrosupply as the economist. I very much like to go in for sports and I try to maintain the figure in norm. But for this purpose not always there is time as I am usual is much occupied on work. Also I very much love (aerobics and swimming). When there is a free time, I try to be with mum or on the nature friends. I began to visit last time Internet Class at university. I very much would like to have a computer of the house, but I do not have opportunity to buy him, for me this expensive. But I think that I shall sometime carry out the dream. Still I trust in the true love and I dream visiting other countries in the company with the favorite person. I love children and pets. Seriously I concern to family. To me very much to like to travel, I very much love new places, to get acquainted with new people So it has turned out, that now I am lonely and would like to meet the man for serious attitudes. My girlfriend has advised to get acquainted with the man through Internet. My hobby, this studying of English language and I start to master a computer and Internet a little. I have shortly told about myself, what I. I hope, that you will answer me. I shall look forward to hearing from you. In the following letter I shall write in more detail. Sincerely, Olga

Subject: hi, Date: Tue, 1 Nov 2005 18:54:54 +0300, From: romashka <romashka551@mail.ru>, To: Jon
Hi mine favorite Jon. In the winter I sometimes ski. Today day I began from viewing of the mail in Internet Class. I am very glad, that you have written to me. I slightly want to tell to you about the personal life. I had some novels earlier, but it was faster enthusiasms, anything serious. They were finished as quickly, as well as have begun. But with you at me completely other attitudes and feelings. Earlier I was quickly convinced, that it not that I yet have not found the present love. But my attitudes with you, this other business. Lovely you the man, closest to me. Probably, I know you not enough more, as well as you me, but our love are stronger than it. You such type the man, which to me very much to like, in you my favorite qualities are combined. I think, that you would like and could deliver to me many pleasant minutes of pleasure. It is time to me to go, therefore I finish the letter. I shall wait for your letter. Write faster, I do not want to miss without your letters. Gently kiss you. Yours fond Olga.
P.S. I want to inform you me address - 646004, Russia, Kurgan, Sadovaya str., house 7, apartment 24. Please, write to me the complete name and home address.

Subject: Re: (no subject), Date: Sun, 6 Nov 2005 18:22:53 +0300, From: romashka <romashka551@mail.ru>, To: Jon
Hi my darling Jon, I am happy to have correspondence with you. I think of you always. You have entered into my life and will remain in her for ever. After a meeting with you I understand, why many Russian women marry Americans. Russian women are not spoilt by attention of the man. Men in Russia are not able to respect with the woman. However Russian women are able to love, they gentle and tender, they appreciate the man and respect with it. I wish to present all life to the beloved. You wish to have children or not? I think that the main thing in family this respect, understanding and the most important LOVE..I feel an attraction to you as if the strong magnet pulls me through ocean. I am ready to arrive to your country, to overcome any distance, simply to see You. I think, that in a life of each woman there is one man which she loves all life. And mine the man is you! I did not think at all, that I can grow fond of the person in the Internet...... I feel heat of the keyboard, let it is transferred you. When I touch keys, I think, that it is easy touches to you...... I even have a shiver on a body......... Mmmmmm.... At I shall wait for your new letter. Now I wish to go in sports club to do by aerobics. I wish to start to study "belly dance" which is danced by east women. It very plastically, beautifully and sexually. What do you think of this dance? You that I have danced it for you Want? I send you my hot kiss.....
PS My full name - Olga Mochalova

Subject: Re: (no subject), Date: Fri, 11 Nov 2005 13:17:46 +0300, From: romashka <romashka551@mail.ru>, To: Jon
Greetings my love Jon. I constantly think of you. Under your gentle letters, I see that you too are glad to our dialogue. I thought of forthcoming our meeting much. It would be very good to meet and spend to us wonderfully time together, to have more close relations with you. You that person who is necessary to me, you true the man. First I wished to offer you, that you would arrive to me to Russia, in my city, but have then understood, that it not the best idea. My mum too has told, that Russia not a place for similar meetings. And, in general, I think, that the road to Russia will spend at you a lot of time and money. But I promise, that you after our meeting, you can arrive and to me for a short while. I talked to mum and it has agreed to release me to you in the country, if you certainly not against my arrival to you. I agree to arrive to you though on edge of the ground. Today I wish to go in a travel company and to find out, how many it will cost for me, that it is necessary for this purpose, and preparation for a trip and on registration of all necessary documents what is the time will borrow. I ask you to write the nearest airport to you. I want to you. I was long one and in me have accumulated a lot of love and passions which I wish to present you to one. I think of you at home and on work. Our meeting is simply necessary for me and the more likely, the better. Tomorrow I shall write to you everything that I find out in agency. Kiss Kiss Kiss. Yours Olga

Subject: Re: (no subject), Date: Sat, 12 Nov 2005 19:36:37 +0300, From: romashka <romashka551@mail.ru>, To: Jon
Hello my love Jon. I am very glad that you not against my arrival, I today to go to travel agency. I offer you the register of all services given by agency.
1. The organization of preparation of travel to summarize terms{terms;conditions} = 110 USD
2. The help in fast manufacturing the passport + cost of the passport = 55 USD
3. Insurance + cost of an insurance policy = 100 USD.
4. The help in fast manufacturing the visa + cost of services OVIR = 130 USD
5. Medical informatio = 15 USD
6. The information from a residence = 5 USD
7. The information concerning the marital status = 5USD
8. Tickets up to Moscow + two-day hotel = 260USD.
9. The advanced order + cost of tickets = 1090USD
Total= 1770 USD.
I have been very surprised by this sum because I thought that my money (520 $) will be sufficient for my arrival in you. I do not know that I should do now, to me is offensive up to tears. First I Asked you about visiting, and now I cannot arrive. Me seems that the world around of me has failed, Jon, it is very a shame to me, but if for You 1250 $ not a big sum, I can arrive in 3 weeks. I very much love you and with hope I wait for your letters. Sincerely yours Olga

ELENA RODYAHINA (Voronezh, Russia)

I am a 43 year old single australian male and have had several women from Russia contact me. I have not sent them money and dont intend to. I have an update for you on one of the women who used a different name and address with me. On your list she is: ANNA KUZMINA ( Cheboksary Russia )

When contacting me she used: ELENA RODYAHINA, address: RUSSIA, VORONEZH, M. ZHUKOVA STR 23. e-mail: Velenar1@rambler.ru

I was contacted through RSVP.com.au and she used the name "kukajan". I have not included letters as they are much the same but I have included pictures that I havent seen on your list. I was sent other pictures that were the same as on your list. Hopefully I can help update your list as I find out more of the other scammers that write to me. One of them also is on your list and I am still writing back. If you want more information you can e-mail me and I will be willing to help any way I can. Dave D.

Ludmila Romanava (Petrovsk, Russia)

I am a white single male i was contacted on yahoo..i sent her 425.00 and then within days asked for another 800.00. John

Letters:

Hi, my new friend John! I am very glad that you have answered my letter. First of all I want to apologize for non-answering sooner. I haven't computer at home. It is difficult for me to answer your letter at once. Thank you that you have found time for answer. I think that you have many questions about myself. I will try to answer them. I don't know what to begin with to tell you about myself. OK, I will try to begin. My full name is Ludmila . How your full name? I am 28 years old. My birthday is on the 21th of April 1977. My height is 5 feet 6 inches. My weight is 115 pounds. As you see on my photo I have blue eyes color and my hair color blonde. I have serious intentions and I do not want to make a wrong choice. I have tried to write to you and now I see that you have answered to me, I think we can begin to correspond with you. Is it true? We are two people which want to meet someone. I think we can try to know better each other but if you don't want it's your choice. I live in the city Petrovsk.Saratov area. Petrovsk is located in 90 kilometers from the city of Saratov. In Russia Saratov the big and known city located on The river Volga. I began to get education in the secondary comprehensive school, in Petrovsk. After I finished it I entered the Pedagogical college. After I finished of college, I entered Pedagogical University Sports faculty. Now I work in sports club. I the instructor on swimming. I train in swimming of children from 5 - 12 years. We have a small collective, but very friendly .John, I shall have an opportunity to send you letters only from Monday till Friday, and sometimes on Saturday, because I haven't got a computer at home. I use a computer at my work. On work I can use a computer almost freely. So it is more convenient for me to write you from my work. I really would like to know your interest, your race, languages which you speak, a hobby? Tell me a little more about yourself. I also shall tell about myself more in the following letter.I send you my picture. I hope to you it is pleasant. I will waiting for your letter and your picture with impatience. Ludmila.ford it..John!"

Hi John! I am very glad that I have chosen you from all the others who were at the site. I already wrote to you, that I work as the teacher of swimming. I train children in swimming. And one woman who came to our club to train the son, has told to me, that she has met on the Internet with the man from America. And soon she visit to him. She has told, that the American men differ from the Russian men. This woman her name Vera, she has told, that the American men very noble people and they are able to appreciate women. I have explained to her, that I lonely and at me was not present the man. And I have asked her to help me will get acquainted with American the man. She has agreed, and has registered my profile, I did not know as it to make. And the Vera has registered my profile and has thought up the name of my Email address. Tomorrow she leaves for New York, to the to the man. He has invited them together with the son.Soon they want get married, I am very glad for Vera. Now I wish to tell about myself. I never have been married and I want to marry. What I am looking for in a man especially is friendship, long term friendship. But, I dislike arguing, bickering and that type of stuff, someone easy going is good. I want someone who wants to have fun, but understands life is not always fun. I need someone who is honest and caring,warm and sexy. I believe there needs to be a good attraction between the two people too. I want to have a boyfriend for a while who later if everything is right could be more. The most important parts of a relationship is love, trust and communication.But, without trust the other two do not matter. You cannot communicate with someone, no matter how much you love him or her, without trusting them. Love is important, but you have to trust the other person implicitly to truly love them, because you need to know they love you back for it to be real. You have a question ’’Why Russian women look for their husbands abroad”. I think there are a lot of reasons and I will start with an economic level of Russia. Our country is not rich and its very difficult to find a good job. Russian men can’t earn enough money to keep their family.They begin to drink alcohol and become angry. It gets on divorce. Even if they get much money, they also begin to waste them on alcohol or other women. They are all “the ladies’ men”. In our country a number of women is more than men. In our country a number of women is more than men. So men try to low women, though a woman is stronger physically and psychologically . She manages a household, brings up children and has a constant work in the same time. There is an opinion that Russian men in degradation now. I want to get married abroad as I’m concerned about my future. I want to have an ordinary, calm life though I must leave my friends and change culture. It’s very difficult. There are many men here that would like to be a part of my life but a lot of them have been married before and have kids and are bitter about marriage all together. Some of them have trouble opening up and showing there true feelings and there are the ones who lie, cheat and disrespect any man they get involved with.These are only a few reasons why I am still single, I think it is better to be lonely than to be with someone and be miserable. So, my search for that perfect man continues, maybe my searching will end with you.I hadn't time to say about it in my last letter, because I write letters to you on my job as I have no a personal computer. I have no children but I would like to have them.I think that I would be a good mother. I not when did not see my parents. My parents have left me in a orphanage. I had a sister her name Nelia, she was more senior than me. In the past to year she has died of heavy illness. It is not pleasant to me to recollect my childhood. I grew in the orphanage where there was a lack of parent's warm. I know, how it is hard to not have relatives. So I am ready to give my future husband and children everything. They won't be lonely, because I will encircle them with warm and love. Living in orphanage I've understood the real values of the life: do kindness to people and it will come back to you doubled. There are a lot of problems in Russia. People became evil and closed. That's why I decided to find a friend abroad Russia. So I have told you my dreams. May be they will not come true but these are my dreams. And what about your dreams? I like to visit cinema. I like to read books. I love various music.I love the Madonna and George Michael and many others. In America many great musicians. I don't know if you have heard the Madonna song, "Crazy for you"? I LOVE that song. this slow, romantic type song. I love many the Russian musicians. For example Filip Kirkorov and group: Sunday and B-2. But you likely do not know them. And my favourite movies -Sisters and Tired by the Sun. They are masterpieces of the Russian cinema. The American movies in Russia have a huge popularity. They are considered to be the greatest. I like very much the American movies and I like many American actors. I often walk in the forest, I like to go camping or by bicycle on Summer.I have own bicycle. In Winter I go skiing and skating. All these distract me from everyday problems.So what do you do, when you have problems and when you are sad? My hobby, if it's possible to tell so is the English language.I have loved English long ago, when I studied at school. In Russia the program of training necessarily includes foreign language, as a rule - English, German or French. I entered in group of the English language and I am still happy that I've made it. I like very much your language. After school, I continued studying of English language in the institute. It is a very soft and easily-memorized language for me. Now I attend courses of the English language. I've been studing your language for 16 years. I want to learn this language perfectly. I know that now I admit mistakes, but I hope you won't angry. I have spent all my working day what to write this letter.(Smale) Thank for your pictures. It is a fine pictures. You such strong and handsome man. Forgive, that I such immodest. I very much love this picture. It is wonderful, when a man combines force and charm. It happens so seldom. Once again forgive me for my frank words. But I always talk what I think. I think there is nothing bad in it. I am waiting your response John.I have many ideas, but I do not want to rush this precious moment when two souls are looking towards each other across the continents for an everlasting friendship. I send you my picture, this picture has been made it in the winter. Yours friend Ludmila. 
P.S. About the hurricane in yours country. I heard it from TV of news I know that the death toll is over one hundred and raising. My heart goes out to the family of those people also. And all of my prayers are going out to all of the victims and victim's family that went threw this horrible hurr

Hi John! How your day? I hope you are glad to receive my letter because when I have received your letter I really was delighted. Many thanks. I beg you please forgive me, that I didn't answer your letter earlier. As you know, I don't have a computer at home and that's why I am writing you from my job.I work from on Monday till Friday and sometimes on Saturday. My working day begins at 8:00 and arrives to the end at 19:00. But it is not easy too, because my boss doesn't let use the computer with private purposes. We do not have unlimited Internet access on a work. I use computer secretly to write yo u(when my boss is not at the office). Internet is expensive in Russia. My monthly earnings of 9000 roubles, it about 310 American dollars. But this money suffices me and even is possible save my money.I have few friends. But now I have found you, John! I am very glad and I shall think of you. I tried to find love and happiness here, but I have tested man's roughness and disrespect. It has wounded me. I want to find the partner in life, together to enjoy life and to go in the future.Therefore I have asked Vera to help me. You should remember about Vera because I wrote to you about her. Vera had corresponded with the man from the USA. And she has told to me, that they had fallen in love in one month after start of their correspondence Vera promised to write to me when she will reach USA. She is very good woman and I very grateful to her. She very good woman and I very grateful to her.I want to find the man, with whom we shall create the world of love, kindness and honesty. In the guy I want to see honesty and kindness. These are the main things because the lie and a rage spoil any relations. I like cheerful people. I do not love men who do not have self-respect. The heart of the man is most important. I want to be honest and frank with you, that's why I ask you not to deceive me. There is a proverb in Russia: Bitter truth is better than sweet lie. I am sure that you are an honest man and you can't lie. Am I right? After all my stories you may think, that everything is bad, but it is not true.I already told to you, about that as, my parents have left me in a orphanage . Now, I wish to tell about very good about my sister Nelia. When my sister became adult and independent woman, she has taken me away from a shelter. She earned enough money; she brought up me and paid for my education. Nelia loved me as, the native daughter. She was a Great person. Nelia was a very intellectual and educated woman. She taught me many things: how to lay the table correctly, how to behave at the table, to put the tablewears, to behave in mundane society and many other things. She taught me manner to be dressed and to go correct and beautifully. I loved her like my mother.And I tried to do all to be worthy her love. Nelia always told me that one should look at difficulties with smile, not mentioning that there is a shout of despair in the throat and there are tears in eyes. One should be strong and proud - as my sister was. Nelia has decided to marry, but her marriage was unsuccessful, and soon she has got divorced with the husband. Very often her husband got drunk and beat Nelia. She has told to me, that I should not repeat her mistake. Nelia wanted that I have found the husband who will love and appreciate me. She had no her own children.And now I live one in an apartment. Nelia has bequeathed me everything that she had: this is an apartment and jewelry which she has got . This is a very beautiful necklace ring set with a stone and bracelet. This is a historical value, and I cherish it very much. It is very offensive for Russia. When Russia loses such people such as Nelia, it's loses the particle of its great culture. Forgive me that I have told you about this so in detail. But when I say about her I can't do it in couple words. I loved her very much and that's why I told you little things about her. Forgive me. I decided to share my recollections with you as with a friend, because I didn't speak about her with anybody for a long time. Forgive me that my letter is sad, big and uninteresting. Simply when I begin to say about my Nelia I can't stop. But I promise not to write such letters anymore. Now I must finish my letter. I wait anxiously for your answer. Also I want to ask, have you ever had a friend from the other country? Is it important for you the nationality of the person ? What foodstuff, you like? Yours friend Ludmila.
P.S. I send you a picture 

Hi My Dearest friend John I'm very glad to see your letter and I think you will glad to see my too.I very much like to cook. If I had no my profession, then I probably would be the cook. Cooking is fundamental to a healthy, nurturing family life. I know many recipes of dishes. I like tasty and healthy food. It is very important for me because I very much keep up my figure(body). And it's reason, that I should refuse many kind of food. Especially I love okroshka . The basic components of okroshka: hard-boiled eggs, boiled potato, sour cream, an onions and the most important - kvass. I am sure that kvass cook only in Russia. Kvass is a freshening drink which cook from a mix of rye and barley malt, rye flour or rye zwiebacks, sugar and water with the subsequent fermentation. But it is not an alcoholic drink! It has surprising taste. I spend much time on kitchen. I had a dreams about you John I really want to know you, speak with you, take your hand and see your eyes. Maybe it's very frankly now but it's true and I don't want to hide it. I always say the true and don't like when the people are lie. I hate it.I like to dream very much. I can safely tell, that I adore travel. Unfortunately outside Russia I was not. Likely it is very interesting. I travelled travelled across Russia much: to Moscow, Suzdal, Ivanovo, Saint Petersburg, Anapa .I dream, sometime to travel very far.I do not know well if it is good or bad.But I am a dreamer. Since the childhood I have dreamt very much.My teacher in the told us: "Forget about your dreams!" She said that dreams do not bring happiness. She said that dreams bring only a pain and disappointment. May be she was right. In fact dreams don't always come true.It happens that you put all forces and all aspiration to achieve the purposes. But often it is not enough. Not all in this life depends on us.There is still a Destiny! Its strong and invisible hands easily reshuffle lives and hearts of people.And then the dream stops to be desirable star, when it doesn't come true for a long time. But anyway, I think that it is impossible to live not having the dreams and hopes. When you have a dream, the life is filled with sense.When there is a dream, the life becomes more interesting and more various. You start to think, analyze, choose and to make the decision. And each small victory, each defeated obstacle in a way to your dream, each next step to your dream brings you great pleasure. Your heart is filled with belief and hope. And you are inspired by the fact which waits for you in the end. You remember the pleasure of victories and defeated aims better than pain of losses and disappointments. For this reason I like to dream, though my dreams come true very seldom. I am surprised, that I am writing you all this. I have never had the person with whom I could share the ideas. But now I have found you, John, and I am very glad. I don't judge people by where they are from or what color they are. You are a part of my life now. And I appreciate it very much. John, you became very important for me. And being frank, I am afraid to lose you. Forgive me for my frankness. If I have offended you somehow, or have caused inconveniences forgive me please. Do not cease to write to me. Write to me every day. Even if I cannot answer every day. Your letters betray to me of forces and my day is filled with pleasure. I hope that you do not become angry. If you will write to me your telephone number I shall be very glad to you call. Unfortunately I have no house phone. I know it for you strange, in Russia many people have no house phone. My boss forbids to use phone for the personal purposes. I can call only in weekend from a public telephone booth. I will wait for your letter with impatience. And now I want to ask to you some questions: John, You love children and what, you think of children living in a orphanage? I heard, what in the USA, women do not like to prepare for a tasty and healthy meal and to do homeworks, it is valid - the truth? Do you believe in love? Love at first sight? By my dear friend. Ludmila. which have been made this summer in our city.icane.

Hi, my dear friend John I waited for this minute with impatience to answer you. My favourite color - it's turquoise, though in general I like all colors, each shade is fine. Hundreds shades, tones. I love all colors of a rainbow. But you ask to name one, and it is turquoise. It is the most gentle and beautiful color. You asked me if I like to sleep or get up early in the morning? I always get up early though I think my nature - a night owl, but that rhythm of a life in which I live compels me to be a morning person. My alarm clock does not ask me what type of my nature (smile) I always get up early, and go to bed late. I wear perfume - "Very Valentino". But hardly you known this perfume. It not the most known and expensive perfume. But I like this aroma. If you will see such perfume, you can estimate my taste. Your letters have become so close to my heart that I am glad to them like a baby. you write so beautiful letteres, I have never heard such words in Russia. I think that Russian men don't know such words at all. Your words are so pleasant that I feel myself on the heavens. Please, write me every day at least two words, then I will know that everything is OK. I will be calm for you and won't worry. About love at first sight, if I didn't believe it then I would not be talking with you. Every ones in a while you see a light peaking through under a door. It acts as an invitation. Your first email was a small light, when I opened the door on the other side was a whole new world that I have never seen with you as the sun. Beautiful,amazing, and full or wonder. This relationship we have started via email is the begining of a life long friendship that might blossom into some thing more? Love is such intoxicating narcotic, which makes do mad, but sometimes funny actions. Only person in love can fill the whole bath with champaign, only person in love can present the million of scarlet roses or stand whole night under balcony of the loved woman singing serenades. Today I talked with my boss, I asked him to use Internet at least 25-30 minutes a day. He promised to think about it. I cant let him deprive me my private live how much it cost me. The dearest I have is you John I understood it clearly yesterday when I was walking in the park and thinking about you. I was tired and sat down on the bench. I closed my eyes and thought about you. A wind was blowing, it scutched my hairs and enveloped my body by its chilly freshness. I don't know why, but I thought that you changed in wind, and you tenderly touched my hairs with you invisible hands. It seemed to me that I am situated somewhere there with you. And my heart began beating as never before. I was so pleasant that I was ready to yell from happiness. People who were passing near me probably thought that I am crazy wnen they saw me sitting on the bench with closed eye and smiling. But I didn't think about their opinion.after work I will go home by foot. I like to walk along the street and to breath fresh air, especially when the weather is warm. As a matter of fact I don't want to go home. It is very boring and lonely at home. Sometimes I don't mention it, but sometimes when I come home with good mood, I want to talk very much, to share thoughts with anybody, to have fun. But my flat is empty and I have to be in full solitude. And my good mood disappears. I simply sit down in an arm-chair and look at the window. And when the silence deafen me when I hear as My blood flows in my veins, I hear movement of my eyelashes, at that moment becomes unbearably and my heart compresses. I don't know how to struggle with it. I can listen to music or read a book. But in some moment I understand that I just deceive myself. In fact I want a beloved person to be near me, with whom I could spend evenings, to meet morning, to speak about yesterday and to dream about tomorrow day. I want to walk and to feel a strong man arm holds me. I don't want to cook meals only for myself. I want somebody to appreciate it. But enough about it. I having not enough time.

Hi John, again. I began writing the letter in the morning. Now it is 6 p. m. already. Can you imagine? I dreamt in the childhood and I dream now. Of course, the world of dreams is an illusive world. We live in a real life, so we can't to sink into the world of dreams and phantasies for long. When a dream becomes obsession, it can bring only pain and disappointment. Practically dreams do not always realize. It happens that you use all power, all aspiration to make the dream come true. But as much you try, not all in this life depend on us. When the dream for a long time does not come true, as though you did not try, dream ceases to be that star, which was for you lighthouse in ocean of the life, which illuminated your way. But anyway, I think that it is impossible to live without dreames and hopes. When there is a dream, the life is filled with sense. The dreams are those things that do us people that distinguishes us from the whole rest alive world. The dreams contribute variety in ordinary and grey life. The dreams force to think, analyse, choose and come to a conclusion. The Faith and Hope - an eternal satellites of our lifes. And regardless of what waits you at the end, joy of the victories and subordinated tops we remember better, than disappointment and pain of the defeats. You agree with me?I am surprised that I write you all this. I have never had a person, with whom I could share my thoughts. But now I have found you, and I am very glad. Forgive me for my frankness. If I said something superfluous forgive me please. Do you like when your friends come to your home? And you the quick-tempered person? I have a very warm feeling inside from all the things you have said about, how you feel when you think of me. My day brightens tremendously whenever I see an e-mail from you. I will wait for your letter with impatience. Kisses to you, Ludmila. 
P.S. This picture has been made in the beginning of this summer on the river the Medvedica. The river the Medvedica is in our city.

Hi my dear and the distant friend John! The only thing she lacks is simple warm and caress. This is the problem of Russian men. The Russian lady does everything for the man but she doesn't get anything from him. All she needs is at least a couple of tender words and touching of his hands. Isn't it so difficult? I think it isn't difficult to present your lady a romantic evening and a supper with candles, but in Russia as a rule a woman makes such a present but not a man. When a woman carries heavy bags in the street, no man will help her, he will only turn his look away and go farther. That's why the Russian lady never feels happy at her heart. You say that I am beautiful. In Russia I am not considered like a beautiful lady, Russian men usually treat ladies disrespectfully. They consider that woman only have to work, cook, wash up and entertain the man when he wants. To offend a woman is a usual thing for the Russian man.I like to cook and wash up but sometimes I would like to get simple caress, love and attention. I don't want to offend all the men, there are good men but there are few of them.Yes, a long time I loved a young man.We had good time together. We were not in a marriage but we we were together for almost five years. We had good time together. He was kind. But he liked to drink. When he was drunk he became an absolutely other person. He talked badly with me. Later his love to alcohol became a habit. He became rude and evil. He even beat me several times and next day he smiled and talked with me as if nothing happened to. I began to be afraid of him and I must leave him. My soul was wounded very much. After this I couldn't make to get acquainted with another man. Now I don't trust Russian men. I am afraid to give my love to somebody and to get rudeness back. I shall close this theme as it is not pleasant to me. John , now I'd like to tell you about our small city. I don't know if you have seen such houses. These are the houses which were built before the second world war, in the fortieth years. There are a lot of buildings, but they are not like in your country. The highest has maximum 5 floors. And that is special for all cities in Russia. I have some friends, but only one best friend. Her name Anna. She lives in an old wooden house. Anna the unfortunate woman. Anna one brings up the son. Anna, had a husband his name was Sergey. Sergey has been killed on the Chechen war and now Anna brings up Ivan one. She has told, that the most valuable in her life, is her son Ivan. I completely agree with her. I help Anna, to bring up Ivan, in weekend we visit park, cinema, and sometimes we go to fish. We always spend our time together. My girlfriend Anna says that she wants to live in a quiet town. And I agree with her. A big city has a big traffic,a fast rhythm of life, garlands of fires, light shop windows, high buildings, fountains, cinemas, parks, theatres and attractions. It is wonderful, of course I like it. But we have so good places a zone of rest, a beach, parks. They are very beautiful. If there were no criminal,the place could be considered as a paradise. But alas, the criminal in big cities, as well as in the small ones is the worst part of our life. Unfortunately criminal in Russia is situated on a very high level. But I don't want to tell about these sad things. I must finish my letter. I don't want but I have to. I want to ask you what makes you happy John? What was the best gift that you got from a woman? Sincerely yours and with best wishes. I am shy, but I kiss you hotly, my John. Ludmila.
P.S. I send a picture me and my sister Nelia. This picture has been made the last summer. In one of clubs of the city of Moscow. Nelia was very cheerful person and liked to visit similar clubs. She even was able to play bowling. My friends speak all, that we were very similar.

Hi, my far, but dear friend John. Many thanks for your letter. It was the long-awaited letter. I am really madly glad to receive your letter. I am really glad that I have found you. I should tell to you that I have ocean of emotions and sensations which I had no in my heart before. And on this, my reason and my heart say me that I should answer by sincerity your constant sincerity. My heart and my reason says me that I should tell what I feel now because it is a part of our friendship and I should share it with you. I should tell that it was required two days to write and think over this letter, because I wanted to say just the right things to you. I didn't want to offend or upset you in anyway, and it really bothered me that saying something wrong may do that. I normally speak directly from my heart, and I am right now, but sometimes, words must be carefully chosen. I feel somewhat lost when I have no opportunity to use a computer to read your letter. In my soul, I feel contentment and joy when I think of you. I have never done this in my life, (tried to initiate a relationship halfway across the world), and I might have much to learn about how to proceed, but I am more than willing to learn whatever it takes to succeed if that is your desire as well. I also believe that couples should be the best friends possible, which trust and share with each other everything that they feel. I do not know if my word and thoughts make sense to you, and I try very hard to put them in typed words that you will feel and understand. I believe in God, and I believe that I have been put through trials to prepare me for meeting a man with whom I will spend the rest of my life loving, to better appreciate him, respect him and cherish the love, that he would give; only asking that I return the same. I hope that my words and letters are not boring to you, but they are much more than mere words, they are my thoughts and feelings, and I send them out to you. I very much desire that you find it in your heart and are comfortable with sharing your personal feelings with me, I wish to know you on a more intimate level, I would like you to share your dreams, your hopes, your feelings of the heart with me, I truly wish to connect with you on a level that goes way beyond mere friendship. Please do not think me foolish for thinking these things, I believe that in order for anything to succeed, you have to be honest, and that is what I am doing with you. Could you close your eyes for just a minute, and think and dream of what a life we could share, what it would be like, the fun of learning each other. I really believe that dreams do come true for people which dare to believe in dreams, because if they believe in them hard enough, dreams could become in reality. I guess that you are shocked that I feel this way, but here, where I was raised, the gift of true love from a man is something that is more similar to a Mirage or self-deception, rather than mutual feeling which two enamored people can give each other. I hope that I am not rambling on with my words. I have so much that I wish to share with you, and each time I write to you, I feel there is never enough time to say everything that I want to say, and I always feel that I have forgotten something important that I wanted to share with you. John, when I speak of you and I think of you, it does not matter for me what anyone else thinks. I want to tell that you are very beautiful for me. I mean, I find that you are not only attractive as a man, I also speak of the beauty that is within you, beauty of your internal world, and alas, this particular type of beauty is very special and rare. Most men have only appearances, but not have beauty inside, and this is where true beauty is. This, is that for me is the most important and significant in all limits of my character, my soul and my consciousness. Your words spoken to me with so much kindness and care, they express the beauty within you. I think that you are truly handsome, the essence of what beauty should be, and there is nothing that anyone could say to me that would compel to change my mind even a little bit. I want to reduce essence of all my letter only to one thought. I do not know if I could clearly explain all my thoughts and feelings, which overflow me now, or not. I want to tell that I feel, we become very good friends and I really enjoy our friendship. I aspire to learn you more and I dare to hope that you suppose a thought that our relations can develop more than it enough for simple friendship. It is that way which I feel. As always I hope that my letter finds you in good health and spirits, and I hope that every yours wish you have comes true one day. I will look forward to your reply as always with anticipation and impatience.... With tenderness, Ludmila.
P.S. In this spring, I and my girlfriend Anna with son Ivan were on fishing. I shall not brag, that we have caught a lot of fish. Anna has made this picture at that time when, I have fished.

Hi my heart and my soul John! I have a friend John, and I always think of him, I want to know all about him. Absolute All! (Smile). Tell to me about your ideas and dreams. And now I shall make it. Today my boss informed me, that I shall have 3 months of a vacation. As our building is in an emergency condition. A building Our sports club will be closed on repair. Approximately in 3 weeks, and I shall have a vacation, but I was not pleased. I cannot refuse this vacation. In a building of our sports club will be is made, major overhaul. Repair will last 3 months.I have begun to cry, because it means that I can't write to you, I can't use a computer. I was so frightened that I can lose you. I imagined that I should spend this vacation in my apartment, between four walls. I should sit in loneliness and think of you. I should aimlessly wander on streets and fall asleep with tears on eyes every night. I have been waiting for my vacation in the next summer and now I receive them but they don't bring pleasure to me.Because in the next summer, I cannot receive my vacation. I imagined that I should spend some months without you and awful emptiness had appeared in my heart. All world around became uninteresting for me and I told myself:" NO! It is not for me!" Last night I thought of us. About you and about me-about us together. I couldn't fall asleep. I had been crying for a long time because of despair. My thoughts were mixed, like inking waves during a storm, and I, like a small ship was sank in the sea of despair. With the rising of sun I calmed and hold on myself. And I have put a hard aim, the aim of all my life-to be with a man who loves me and I love him by all my heart. I thought what I can do to see you. I decided to spend this vacation with you. I thought what I can do to meet you. Simply to meet. That's all what I want now. I have passport, and also I need an American visa. Today I have addressed in firm where the visas are made. I wondered how much it would cost for me. They told me that this service would cost 300 USD. I said it was very big money, and visa couldn't be cost so much. They told that I could make all directly in Moscow where an American consulate was. But I have considered that if I shall make directly in Moscow, I will squander more money. The way to Moscow and back also residing there will cost much. I shall squander more money than 300 USD if I go there. Besides if my application isn't approved, it will turn out that I squander all money for nothing. I have been explained that it will be necessary to visit set of various departments, state and medical institutions both in Saratov , and in Moscow. I must wait for a long time the queue.. This agency allows to avoid many problems and to make all for faster term. I asked how long it would take to make the visa. I was answered that it would take about a week or may be 2 if there were some troubles because of the terrible terrorist acts in USA and the conflict with Iraq. And in this agency I was told, that they need information about me from the police. If I am a law-abiding citizen, I shall get the visa. I have never outraged the law. And I have never done anything unlawful. I shall have preparation for interview. It will help me to receive the visa. I understand that our relations are not long yet, but I trust you. And I very hope so you are, as I love you. Many years I ask myself a question:Ò Why everything depends on money? I think that the money is not main thing in life. The main is when the people can and want to understand each other. I have some savings. And I think that Òll be enough to come to you, my sweetheart. Our love will overcome any distances. Live for LOVE! When you Love, do it with all your might, all your Devotion and for all eternity! I really think it's better to love and fail and not having fallen in love at all. Since I started talking to you, I just can't stop thinking of you John. I KISS YOU. Ludmila.
P.S. I have absolutely forgotten to tell, today I have received the letter from Vera. She has written, that she's fine, she is very glad as, her has met her man she is happy with him. She has bragged to me, has told that in Sunday, they will go to travel for one month. They plan to visit Italy, France and probably Russia.I am very glad for Vera and I wish their of good luck.

Hi my heart and my soul John! How are you? I'm wonderful! Excuse me, that my letter will not be so long(smile). I have not enough time with official registration of papers. I spend all my time for this purpose. To begin carry out our meeting I'll be engaged in the international documents, passage of a medical commission and other things to prepare the document of travel in your country.Last night after my job I went to the church. I put a candle for ours with you happiness. I think that God will help us. I'm thinking about you. I'm thinking about you constantly. At my job everybody are surprised why I'm so merry. They don't know that I'm corresponding with you. Do you believe in love? One love and forever till the end of life. I believe.I believe in love. There are no the barriers for love. The age and distance are not important. When the people love he doesn't notice it. I believe that the day will come and our hearts will join. And the people will envy our happiness. Because we will come ourselves to our happiness. Nothing will happen if you sit and do nothing. And I believe that we will build our happiness. We will build it of the small bricks as Egyptian the Pharaones built their pyramids. And we will build our pyramid. And we will call it the love pyramid of John and Ludmila. I love you, my prince John. When, I shall have the full information on my visa, I shall inform to you exact date of my arrival to you. I think that when we shall meet, we together shall decide how many, I can remain with you. For me absolutely not important how long your hair! I like any hair and even their absence! (Smile) The main thing to be able to take care of hair. I have written this letter and recalled. I have forgotten to send you my kiss. I'm kissing you my love. KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS. Your love forever Ludmila.

Hi my love. How are you, my love John? When I see your letter, my heart is similar to a bird in a cage. Wants to depart a breast and to fly to you. I never experience before similar. In Russia usually speak the wishes for hero of the day. I want that all your dreams came true. I wish that any troubles and misfortunes have forgotten road to your house. I wish for you only the enjoyment, only the pleasure, only Love. Happy birthday dear John !!! I want to tell a history which I had yesterday. I have the big soft toy, a young dragon. It is my unique and the toy is favourite. I very much love her, this dragon very beautiful and soft. This toy at me 2 years. And all this time I as could not think up a name for her. I tried many names. I do not know why, but any name was not pleasant to me. But yesterday when I went to bed as usually I have put her near to me. I have looked at her and have casually made your name John. It has very much approached a young dragon. Now I call him John and constantly I think of you. I hope you not against, what I name my toy your name? I'm missing you. When I go to bed I'm thinking about you. I'm thinking about your letters. I think how it's good that I have met you in the Internet. If I was told before, that I will meet my love in the Internet, I would not believe this man. I would think, that this man is crazy or joker. But it has happened. It has happened not to somebody but to me. And I'm glad that the people invented the Internet. I didn't think that it's possible to find my only love in the Internet. But I have found. Please, don't give me up. It will be a strong pain for me. I won't simply go through it. But I believe that you won't do it. Excuse me for this short letter. But today I have hardly found an opportunity to write even slightly. With all my love. Ludmila.
P.S. I send you a picture which have been made 3 years ago.

Hi, my ocean of love John. Every day I think about you and about our love. Our love resembles me a little beautiful flower, which is entrenching through dry ground and is stretching to the sun. Our love is watered by a rain of kindness, tenderness and trust. Every day our flower is becoming stronger and harder. Our love takes force from our letters. This is a thin thread which has connected us. I am very glad that we build our small world of love together. Our world of love will be strong, because we build it from Devotion, Probity, Respects and Trust. Love - this is world for two persons, to which any stranger can't come in, otherwise everything will be ruined. And then it will be impossible to collect rebuilt the splinters of the love. In Russia people say that Love is a great force. Love can overcome all the barriers and distances. Two loving hearts are streatching to each other like two magnets. Our hearts are tired from loneliness, that's why they must be together and beat like one heart. Our hearts are like two great oceans. They are vast and very deep yet calm an peaceful on the surface. Our feeling run very deep and they are very strong. Sometimes we get afraid we will be pulled under by the current. I dream that our two oceans will meet in a powerfull wave that will shake the very earth. And when all is done there will be one vast beautiful ocean, beauitful, powerful and forever...(one heart, one ocean). I ask to forgive me if I have told you something wrong, but these were my thoughts. May be I haven't answer some your questions. When I get your letter I am so happy that i am forgetting about everything. I write you not with the mind but with the heart. At this moment my mind is situated with you. At this moment I am under your hipnosses. My thoughts are only about you and soon we will be together. Ludmila.
P.S.In July of this year, I travelled to Anapa to Black sea. This picture has been made in July of this year on the sea.

Hi my love John! My working day has comes to an end and I am writing you now. My mood is very good. Soon we will be together. Tell me that this is true. I think that you are a honest, understanding and kind person. From my life I have understood, understanding and respect the most important in Relations between the man and the woman. It so is important for understanding and respecting not only The opinion, and even opinion of other person. I studied psychology, and the main mistake Married couples is that everyone proves the correctness and does not want to recede from The opinion. Each person can be mistaken. In most cases because of Such trifles there are quarrels and scandals. In fact it is much more convenient to discuss a problem in To quiet conditions and together to find the best exit. We in Russia have saying One head well, and two is better (smile). I am right? Still I very much appreciate a true friendship. When I shall come you should acquaint me with yours Friends. I do not want to stand across you and your friends. The man should have The right to communicate only the man's company, without women. But not all time (smile). Friends should so to meet, drink in a bar beer and messages man's conversations. I will love you in the future and I love you now. I am waiting for the moment of our meeting very much. It so excites me. Yesterday when I went to bed I was thinking about you so much that I felt a little trembling in my body. I don't know why it happened to me but anyway it is something good. I have strong embraced a Dragon John, and have fallen asleep. Thanks for a picture. How I like to look at you. Your pictures reflect your soul. Your pictures tells me every time what you feel, transfers to me your emotions. Thanks for all your pictures. I smile and enjoy. Each your picture brightens my day like gulp of cold spring water in the heated desert. I am finishing writing. I am thinking of you and writing you these words. These words are coming from my heart. My heart is beating faster now because of you. I reread all your letters and love you more and more. I love you very much, I need you very much and I hope that our meeting will be very very soon. I will write you later. I am still waiting for you letters!!! I hope very much that our love is forever!!!!!!!!!!!!! The love of Ludmila and John is eternal !!!!!!!!!!!!!! With all my love, Hot and passionate kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss for you. Ludmila!
P.S. John, write the exact, full name of the airport closest to you. If your airport has a code, write a code of the airport and whether planes from Russia land there.

Hello, my king John! How was your day? I'm wonderful. Every day I wait with impatience for your letters.But today, I have received not pleasant news from my girlfriend Anna. Anna has informed me, that her son Ivan is sick, and now he is in hospital. I have been very grieved, Ivan very good boy, and I always loved him, and assisted Anna to bring up him. I shall ask the god, about Ivan's health, and I hope his health will come in norm. I want to tell you how i spent my last weekend. I went to the children's shelter.It orphanage in which I grew.I help these children. children which live there have no parents. Several times a month I visit this orphanage to give help of various sort. The state allocates very few money for the maintenance and contents of orphanages. Buildings are very old. But children don't have anybody to help them and to give them financial support. That's why some people voluntary render the feasible help. We help to repair in a building. Many walls don't have even wall-paper. Stucco has fallen off. The floors and beds are very old. The conditions are terrible. The meal is awful. The children practically have no toys. When I look at all this there are tears in my eyes . I am very for these children. My girl friend and I help to do repair. We glue wall-paper and paint the windows. We bring children new toys. You cannot imagine how children are pleased when we come. And they are glad not only because they wait for new toys, they wait for us. They require kindness and caress very much. If you saw as they were glad. I was glad doubly. Very much it is pleasant to me when these children are happy. It is necessary for them for happiness a little. I am very happy, that I shall soon with the beloved, and I want to divide happiness with somebody else. I'm sending you a small poem. Tell me if you like it. OK?

Bright, eyes
like heaven's stars,
Lips so full
I need to know -
when will be he mine
for all of time?

His name is John
He is my Prince
I shall take him to the ball
to dance in front of all.
Midnight will come
though he will not run.
He will be mine
to the end of time.

I've prayed so long
for one as this.
With him beside me
we will have bliss.

Write back as soon as possible. I'm waiting for your letter. And I'm thinking about you. Kiss you. Your Ludmila.
P.S. I think, that to you it is clear, that this picture is made in Moscow on Red square.

Hi my John! Thanks for your letter and for your words. I so want that these days passed faster. I would like to close eyes for one instant. Then to open and see you. But as though I did not try, I see the same things. I never flew in a plane before. And I should tell that I am afraid. I so frequently saw in TV-news about accidents, planes falling when all passengers perish. I really am afraid. And I am afraid that I will have feeling of a nausea. You should teach me how to not worry in a plane. I would like to give you John a song. But I am afraid, that it is hardly possible. I do not know such wonderful melodies and words. All in comparison with you is insignificant. I would like to give you John dance, the most important on your life. But if music will cease to play, likely I at once will die. I every day and every night call happiness. I have lost the way in a dark wood. Only you in my ideas. All my hopes and dreams are connected only to you. I want to be with you. I would like to give you John the sky together with the sun which is born in the East. There where dreams, not reducing flight achieve its purpose, and are embodied in a reality. There I and you will not be lonely. I would like to lead you John in a garden, there where my good dreams ripen. Only hardly I can go beside you, because I will become transfixed with your breath. I would like to give you John happiness, that nobody will challenge. But frequently my heart torn on parts, because between us ocean. The God has give me a voice and I would like to sing a lullaby to you. But the pain has captured my throat. This pain cannot be removed with hand, it is impossible to remove with prick. Only your kiss can relieve me of my tortures. I have gone mad for love to you. My life in your hands. Whisper to me on an ear that you miss me. And I will be the happinest woman on Earth. For me you the Angel Divine. Without you it is terrible. Give me light in your window. And I will pay to you my fidelity and tenderness. Take my hand. Tell, that you will be always with me. For the sake of these words I am ready on all. Give me spring. Give me autumn. Give me the fallen yellow leaves. And I will give for you a life. You have very kind heart. I will necessarily tell Ivan that you worry about him health. I am sure, he will be happy to find out that you rendered him such sign of attention. You My! On always yours Ludmila.

Hi my love John! My working day has comes to an end and I am writing you now. My mood is very good. Soon we will be together. Tell me that this is true. Thanks for a beautiful poem. You know how to touch heart of lady. Your words force my heart to tremble. Thank you for your tenderness and kindness. Anna talked to the attending physician who treats Ivan. But the physician has not told the exact diagnosis. Tomorrow to Ivan will make inspection. And then the exact diagnosis will be known. Now I have the most intense days in my life. I shall make the visa for the sake of you. It will be my gift for you John. Ok? As a rule from 10 applicants only by one received the visa. I have paid big enough sum of money to not stand in long queue and to not wait for consideration during several months. I never thought that the commission will ask such unusualquestions. Me asked about my sexual life, me asked about children, about work, about patriotism, about the attitude to America, about my conversance and awareness of events which happened in the world and in America, about my religion and belief. I have told about all my life in detail. I spoke about everything fairly as is really. To me have told that my answers are unexpected and as a rule applicants do not answer so directly and openly such questions. They have not got used to hear such answers, but they have told what to hear fair and truthful answers it is much more pleasant than word which come not from heart and reason. Children from the orphanage also have made the big impression and rendered the big influence on the commission. To me have told that I the first lady who have such support from children - orphans. I have given documents on my donations in children's homes. These are small donations, but very few people do it. From several orphanages I have got support in writing from tutors and children. They have convinced the commission, that I the worthy person to visit America, because I have accepted responsibility for children which I help. I have given characteristics from work. I have shown the document on my apartment which me was left by Nelia. I have told the commissions directly and openly, that I dreamed to see your country, but I am sure that everything dream of it, even those who speaks that does not dream.I want to use chance to visit America. They have been surprised, because nobody spoke so openly. I have shown them all my documents testifying that in the childhood I lived in a orphanage without parents. I have told that I all my life lived for other people and gave pleasure and happiness to another's children. What bad in that that I once will visit other country, once to receive really big pleasure in a life? They did not expect that I will tell such words. And as you can believe I could convince them. I simply want to meet you, and to spend some happy time. It only will help us to learn more each other. I simply want to spend my vacation with you, and for some happy time with you I am ready to give much. But the meeting cannot spoil our relations. On the contrary. I want to be your visitor some happy time . I think that you also will be happy as I. All people meet. But there is no such law what to meet is possible only after you know about the person all. On the contrary, as far as it is interesting to learn about the each other being face to face. It is much more essential than letters. You will see my eyes, I will see yours. You will touch my hand, I will touch yours. We will talk and laugh, whisper each other on an ear pleasant words, we will tell about thoughts and feelings, we will dream together and enjoy joint pastime. It so miraculous. It is such big chance to learn more about the each other. It simply a meeting of two very much close friends but as far as pleasant and long-awaited this meeting, you only think. Now I wait for the messenger and it a to me will tell, that my visa is ready. Please write me what you think, I'll wait for your email. I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!! On always yours Ludmila.

Hi my love John! I'm glad to see the letter from you! Every day I thank the God that I found you in this crazy world!!! I never tired to say you John that I love you all my heart and I'm waiting this beautiful day when we'll be together and can speak hug and kiss. It will be the best holiday in my life. I want you in my life John I want to lie down to sleep with you and wake up with you John and everyday. I want to be yours! I think you love me too and we must do all for our meeting, I trust you very much and I'm sure that this day which I'm waiting comes soon because I truly love you and want to be with you, it's my dream now but it's realizable. This day comes nearer, I feel it and I think you feel it too. Ivan has strong disease, cold of kidneys. The doctor has explained to if Ivan will not be corrected he will need surgical operation. I know about your holiday Halloween and even watched horrors movies, but your description of a holiday sounds much more beautifully than horrors film (smile). I envy you in good sense of this word. We have no such traditional and cheerful holidays. It is really big entertainment for children and adults. I with the great pleasure would dress up as monster and would knock on the your door. Maybe I even would receive a couple of candies?(smile). We haven't anything similar unfortunately. I want to say hello to you from all my friends they wish love for us. IT's a beautiful life now for me because I have the man which I love. It's you John and I don't want to lose you!!!!! We will be together!!!!!!! Yours love Ludmila!
P.S. I very much hesitated to send you this picture, but my girlfriend Anna would convince me that, I have sent you this picture. I think this picture, it is pleasant to you.

Hi my love John! This letter from "lucky" lady. Why "lucky", not lucky? Last night my girlfriend Anna has visited me. She has been heart-broken, she sobbed. She has informed me, that she had conversation with the doctor who treats her son Ivan.And the doctor has informed that her son Ivan requires complex surgical operation for the kidneys.Cost of this operation of 5 thousand dollars. Anna cried because of helplessness.She has told to me, that she has not enough money for operation. She has approximately 2100 dollars, but she need at least in 3000 dollars (initial payment). Anna knew, that I am going to visit you and that all my savings are intended for a trip to you. I could not look how Anna suffers. In the past to year Anna has lost Sergey, who was her husband and Ivan's father: he has been killed on the Chechen war.I could not allow that she has lost her son. I have taken my money, and we with Anna have gone to hospital.We have paid 3000 dollars which the doctor demanded (initial payment from 5000 dollars).The doctor has calmed us and has told that soon Ivan will have surgical operation, and all will be good. I think that you would act as well and you do not condemn my act that I have spent money which intended for a trip to you: children are the most dear that we have in our life. Today I went to visas firm. I was told that my visa was ready at last,(I send you it's SCAN). I was most happy the person at that time. But this firm not only makes visas,it also reserve tickets. I decided to use their service again. I was told that the flight to Rhodes costed 1190.70 USD. It was too expensive for me, and I asked them to find the cheapest variant. And they offered. It would be on the On November, 11. and cost 840.50 USD. I wondered if it was possible to reserve a ticket and to pay for it a part of the money this time and the other part later. But they refused and I was in despair. I asked them to help me so long that tears came to my eyes. And they agreed. I wasted all my money, but it wasn't enough. So I went to pawnshop and pawned silver and gold embellishments which I had from my Nelia . I got 150 USD and that was enough for initial payment. I have paid in whole 450.50 USD. It was my last money. The number of the flight on which I resevered the ticket is 9:05 pm Depart Moscow (SVO) Aeroflot-Russian Airlines 461. Arrive Rhodes (RHO) 6:30 am Olympic 700. It is very difficult for me to tell you about it. But I have done everything I can. I paid visa. I have bought the ticket on a train up to Moscow. I paid a part of the ticket. But this money is not enough. I don't want to burden you. I want to reach you with my own money but unfortunately I have failed. Now I have to pay the remaining part. It is only 390 USD. I must pay this money before November , 4 , Otherwise I will lose my money. If you love me, if you trust me and if you want to see me soon, please, send the money for the ticket before on November , 4, tomorrow morning. I understand that it is a difficult decision for you, but we must trust each other. Any union without trust is impossible if it is a union of wife and husband or a union of boy-friend and girl-friend or a union of business partners. I don't want to be hypocritical. That's why I want to tell you following: I do not think that you would like to give the love to the woman whom you don't trust. So I am. It's a first check for us. And much depends upon it, may be everything. We must trust each other. That's why I was the first who made first step. Step to you. Of course if you don't want you can not help me. It is bad but not fatal. I will lose my money. IT IS TOO BAD BUT NOT TOO FATAL . I speak so because I am in despair and confusion. Now, when we are divided only with one step, I am afraid. I am afraid that you will not help, and all my diligence will be gone. I love you and I want to be with you and the word of honour, your help is necessary for me. I have not calculated my forces. But together we are much stronger. It is much easier to go through difficulties and barrier together. I want to present you all my infinite love and fidelity. I did not want to ask you. I thought, that I can make all itself. The loneliness has made me strong. I have got used to live without the help, and to rely only on myself. I very seldom address to somebody for the help, but now I ask you to help me. I have made a step forward. Make also you a step towards to me. I hope that has not offended you. I love you and I trust. I know, that you will not throw me now when there is only one step. Tell me John, can you help me? If you have an opportunity please help me. I wonder how it is possible to do. There is an International Western Union (by the way, they have a website, called www.westernunion.com). You may send me money using Western Union according GAZPROMBANK, STROITELEI PROSPEKT, SARATOV , 410052. For Ludmila Romanava. To get the money, I should tell the employee of bank your full name, full address, exact amount and some confidential numbers (Money Transfer Control Number), which will be given to you, when you send the money. I love you very much! I think about you John every time. Forever yours Ludmila .

Hi my love John! Yesterday I went to bank and have received money. I very much, am very grateful, your generosity and love to me has no borders. Then I went to my the visasfirm and paid for the ticket. Many thanks my love. Every day I thank the God that I found you in this crazy world!!! I never tired to say you John that I love you all my heart and I'm waiting this beautiful day when we'll be together and can speak hug and kiss. It will be the best holiday in my life. I want you in my life John I want to lie down to sleep with you and wake up with you John and everyday. We will be together!!!!!!! Yours love Ludmila!
P.S. John, explain to me in detail, what exact information is required for you, concerning my flight. I very much worry and I would want that you did not have problems to meet me at the airport.

Hi my John! I always try to find, that time writes to you though I also am very much occupied because my boss has given too much work before my vacation. The day today is so wonderful.I thank you, for the help, given to me. The sun is shining. The weather is good. I wanted to be this day near to you. I have presented, that we sit at a little table, burn two candles, in glasses sparkles champagne . Silent music plays, and you invite me to slow dance. I nestle to you, and put my head to you on a breast. You gently embrace me and whisper gentle words to me on an ear. I close eyes. You gentle - gentle kiss me. I thaw in your embraces. Then we extinguish candles and we remain alone with our desires and feelings. I very much wanted it. I believe, that so will be. Get my kiss. My dear John, you are everything that is beautiful in this world. When there is Hate, you are the Love that conquers it. When there is Sadness, you are the Smile that brings happiness. When there are Tears, you are the Hands that dries them. When there is War, you are the Peace that calms it. When there is Pain, you are the Medicine that heals it. When there is Suffering, you are the Joy that ends it. When there is Love, You - heart which is filled with this love. Now I will finish my letter. Today was my last working day. Tomorrow I shall have my vacation. You are glad, for your love? I am very glad, we shall be together, very soon. Tomorrow I will go to railway station, what to go to Moscow. I so worry. Soon I will to Moscow. I pray to the God that all was well. I will try to write to you from Internet - cafe. I have collected some things. It is one bag, but not small. As soon as I will arrive to Moscow I will go to the airport and I will write to you the letter. OK? Wish me luck and happy journey. I go to you. My travel began!!! My hands have shiver. I very much worry. I shall think of you. Please check your e-mail!!!!! I should go. Yours Ludmila!!!!!! I kiss you!!!!!!
P.S. To Ivan have performed surgical operation, he feels well. Ivan has told to you greetings and thanks for the help.Ivan and Anna are very glad for us, they wish our of good luck and they wait for you on a visit. My love John , I so am happy, we with you have rescued a life Ivan's and have strengthened our love. Now I love you even more. You the finest person in the universe. I shall go for you on edge of light.Today I have not got access on the scanner.But, I have copied the information of my flight all precisely.Do not overlook my flight information :Fri 11-Nov. 9:05 pm Depart Moscow (SVO). Aeroflot-Russian Airlines 461. Arrive Rhodes (RHO) 6:30 am Olympic 700.

Hi my John! I in Moscow, at the airport. I have arrived to Moscow and at once from railway station have gone to the airport. I have decided to have registration at once to not worry tomorrow. I have gone to a department of registration of tickets and the control of luggage. And I have one trouble. I have paid money for my visa. My ticket we have bought together with you. But it was insufficiently for our meeting. The men from Airport Service has told me, that I should have extra money(not less than 800 USD) to get to USA. I have answered, that I haven't extra money, and it was the truth: when I've left my home I've had American visa, air-ticket up to Rhodes , the train-ticket and a little money. They have explained me that extra money is necessary to convince the American Government,that I have money for the return ticket, that I'm a decent girl, and when I will get on the American territory, I shall not become the tramp or the prostitute, and that I should have money for the hotel as any tourist. I have told them, that I really am tourist and I have shown them my tourist visa. But the man has smiled and has told me that he never saw tourists without money. These words have offended me very strongly. I have told them, that in Rhodes I will be met by my beloved man, and that I fly directly to him. I wanted to give them your phone number, but they have refused call to you. Unfortunately your phone number was for them not too convincing argument. He has demanded from me to show him at least 800 American Dollars. And I have answered, that I have no such money. I was confused. I for a long time swore at them. But in any case I should pay 800 USD. When I shall have money, I will receive ticket on nearest flight in this day. Otherwise I will not get aboard the plane. But you should not worry, because I will get this money back, when I arrive to Rhodes . I cannot write much because I use the Internet of cafe. I should spend night in Moscow in a waiting room. It is much more terrible than I thought. Tomorrow I again will take advantage of services of Internet - cafe to receive your letter. My love John as soon as possible send me 800 USD. You may send me money Western Union: BIN BANK BUTYRSKAYA, 86B MOSCOW , 125015 RUSSIA using Western Union again. It is located not far from the Airport where I am. I am so frightened. I cannot be in Moscow for a long time, because I have no money for a meal and a for the night lodging. I only have slightly meal which I took from a house for my trip in a train. I should have money as soon as possible because I cannot be in Moscow for a long time. It is so terrible. But I try to keep calmness. Forever love, Ludmila!

Hi my love John, I again asked service of the airport, to call to you by phone. But they refuse to make a call. They constantly speak me while I shall not have money, I shall not get access aboard the plane. I have addressed to all my friends, but they poor people and cannot help me. I have no money even on products. I keep my money for the Internet of cafe and I wait from you the answer. I do not know what to make. I very much love you, but it not argument what to convince service of the airport to receive my flight to you. To me it is very lonely in another's city. I with not patience wait your answer. For ever your Ludmila.

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